The outcome

Sadly outcome number one happened. I did not apply at Target, but there were tears. Oh, there were tears.

On the plus side I do not know for sure one way or the other so I possibly could still have the job, but I did not leave that interview thinking that I nailed it. In fact I'm pretty sure they are not going to be hiring me anytime soon. I'm not really upset as far as that position or company go, but as far as the whole desperate for a job thing, I am devastated. I am so upset about it that I can't even make myself move to eat (anyone that knows me, knows that this is serious.....I can eat almost all the time).

I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm just so upset right now.